Unsure of myself

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Lately I have been having a hard time going back and forth with myself about my reality job and my dream job( becoming an fantasy/fiction author). It is really hard because I know that I have responsibities and actually speaking I do have bills like any other person on this planet!  But I want to write as well so.... that's why I am unsure. And not only for that reason but now I am unsure of whether I should self publish my book or go through traditional publishing(where most of the rights to my book will go to the publishing company!)(that sucks). On one hand I will get a big up front check with publishing company(if I get a deal) and other hand if I self publish I will keep more control of what happens to the book so right now I just don't know but I do know I won't give up, at least not yet anyway. So inconclusion I have alot of thinking to do.
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